6:01 PM. Wednesday, July 22, 2009
if you're uninterested, naturally you won't be committed.thinking back, i rlly shld have ____ along with my dear prawn friend back in 2007 ):
rlly shld have. i swear if i am given another chance i'll defintely do so without hesitation.
who cares about demerit points or whatsoever the pain from knwing that your records will be marred is temporary.i am feeling so detached now i find it totally pointless.
i wish lessons end at 4.15 on wednesdays.
i wish my phone has a filter to filter away messages from those ppl.
i wish my eyes could see selectively so i dont have to pretend to see/smile/wave/acknowledge ppl i don't want to.
i wish i didnt say 'okay' (although i did so
very very reluctantly if not for my dad's persuasion) to the damn call at the damn time.
i wish i wasn't in it to begin with.
i wish frm this moment onwards i have nothing to with it anymore.
i am so sorry i had to post this because i needed somewhere to vent.
i'll do the same thing at the dinner table with my mom and sis later.
for now, off to complete jap online work and compo and mug for phys pop.