I might like laughing but I am not always happy. I know happiness is not all around and that makes me sad. I dislike talking to people I don't like but talking to you doesn't mean I like you (:/) I am sorry I am getting increasingly sad by the day but I can't help it. I just want to get out of this mess quickly. Let me fly off and never return, please?

Hong Kong/Singapore
1.2B/3.4M
Seventeenth March
Cinnamoroll gives me smiles

(I have no other things to put here. Y'know what I mean.)
Yep, I am rather very anti-social. Sorry for that.

I have no cravings for now besides that. Until I get hold of it, I want nothing else. School's fine with certain friends around me, and I am thankful for that.(C:) Family's okay except that I won't talk much. I want to travel again to Japan because it can help revive my lost childhood. I love Sanrio because it helps calm me down most of the time. And in case you are wondering, Sanrio is not a tranquilizer. I want to be someone ordinary and I don't like to attract stares, esp. weird ones.

Bevie

Candice

Cass Chow

Cass Ng

Chelsia

Cherie

Chen Teck

Daniel

Dione

Emersius

Emily

Fawn

Fiona

Huihan

Iris <3

Janell

Jane

Jiayan

Joyce

Liwen

Mabel

Nien An

Raey

Samuel

Sara

Shanisca

Sheryl

ShuQi

Sumei <3

Tong Wei

WeiWei

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i dont care if you're reading this.
i just have to let it all out before i can concentrate on jap ):

what joy does it give you to announce every single thing that has nothing to do with you at all?
if you dont know how it feels on the receiving party, then shut up, please.
seriously.
you have to learn to be more sensitive, i am serious.
perhaps i have to stop being so over-sensitive.
have you forgotten the promise you made loong time ago?
to keep quiet about stuff?
its hard, but please try. out of sympathy, please?
maybe i am over-sensitive, in that case, i'd like to donate some sensitivity to you.
--
i know it's my responsibility to do whatever i am supposed to.
i want to.
i feel bad about it too.
but idk what i should do seriously.
i have to make choices but i cant.
if you were me, i'd be more genuinely understanding.
maybe it's just me, but you make me sound like i am some selfish, irresponsible freak.
i want to prove that i am not.
but idk how to.
in that case, maybe i am.
--
stop threatening please.
yes you.
and no my heart does not race whenever you bring it up.
it just proves that i shouldnt have done what i did.
to all the wrong things i blurted out, i am really sorry.
really really sorry.
if i can take 'em back, i would.
but at least i dont go around threatening you with it.
i did what i shouldnt out of apology.
you said i did too much wrong things against you and it is only right i do what you told me to.
but you didnt say you were going to use it against me.
thanks alot.
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you dont have to kick up a big fuss about everything.
it's really annoying.
just stop it and keep it that way, please.
it's failing because we fail ourselves.


something is really wrong.
i am screwing everything up.
everything.
every single thing.
nothing makes me happy anymore.
my shows are beginning to get scary at some parts and i dare not continue watching.
it haunts me like everything else does.


these make me want to leave.
even more.

i'm really considering.