I can't fly a plane.

I might like laughing but I am not always happy. I know happiness is not all around and that makes me sad. I dislike talking to people I don't like but talking to you doesn't mean I like you (:/) I am sorry I am getting increasingly sad by the day but I can't help it. I just want to get out of this mess quickly. Let me fly off and never return, please?

Hong Kong/Singapore
1.2B/3.4M
Seventeenth March
Cinnamoroll gives me smiles

(I have no other things to put here. Y'know what I mean.)
Yep, I am rather very anti-social. Sorry for that.

I have no cravings for now besides that. Until I get hold of it, I want nothing else. School's fine with certain friends around me, and I am thankful for that.(C:) Family's okay except that I won't talk much. I want to travel again to Japan because it can help revive my lost childhood. I love Sanrio because it helps calm me down most of the time. And in case you are wondering, Sanrio is not a tranquilizer. I want to be someone ordinary and I don't like to attract stares, esp. weird ones.






Taking off.






Changing flight.

Bevie

Candice

Cass Chow

Cass Ng

Chelsia

Cherie

Chen Teck

Daniel

Dione

Emersius

Emily

Fawn

Fiona

Huihan

Iris <3

Janell

Jane

Jiayan

Joyce

Liwen

Mabel

Nien An

Raey

Samuel

Sara

Shanisca

Sheryl

ShuQi

Sumei <3

Tong Wei

WeiWei

Winky!


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11:26 PM. Monday, September 01, 2008

sometimes, friends are all you've got.

i am feeling damn bad now.
i kind of foiled our plan to go out and celebrate sumei+iris' birthdays.
my father has been telling me to complete my homework before going to malaysia (on wed).
and it's quite impossible given the short amount of time left (-.-)
and i still have one bio paper, three chinese papers.
wow.

and hence.
i stupidly, selfishly sacrificed my date with iris and sumei tomorrow.
it was planned a long time ago to celebrate their twin birthdays (not exactly twin but both in sept) and good job van, you have decided to obey your daddy.

i don't get it zz.
i still got saturday and sunday to do when we come back.
my dad insists i am going to study on those two days.
jap and maths.
i seriously wonder how he got to know my schedule.

come to think of it.
i kind of wrote everything onto my whiteboard.
in red marker ink.
as a reminder for myself to mug.
OH NO VAN.
that's such a dumb thing to do.
i should have written it after going out tomorrow.

to iris and sumei,
thanks for being so understanding bimbs.
it was really comforting to see your messages.
really (:
i shall display what you guys wrote here:
sumei- GRR! i want my present! haha it's okay bimbs! we'll go out another day i'm sure! :)
iris- No prob! dont overstress yrself kay! jiayou!! :D enjoy yr trip too! :D
thank you bimbs!
you guys rock :D
i don't know what i will do without you all.
dates with you guys are so fun seriously.
((:
stonedates, mugdates and randome dates like going to tw's dance concert.
:D
i love you two loads.
truckloads.
really (:
(though i dont know what iris has against my eye cos she poked it twice! hahaha!)

dont really dears! i will compensate for cancelling tmr's date :X
things from malaysia~
i bring back some sand, water, pebble from there kay!
dont worry!

lastly, van shall TRY and finish her papers by tmr. which is kind of impossible.
(-.-)
it doesn't take a genius to calculate the probability of me being able to complete it by wed.
i can do it myself because the probability spells an obvious Z-E-R-O.
tsktsk.