11:14 PM. Saturday, August 02, 2008
i dno what to type actually.
i am not sad larh.
and i can smile.
i just dno.
what's happening.
my mom's not at home.
and i dno if she's going to come back.
and even if she is.
i dno what i am going to say to her.
i didnt do anything wrong.
i think.
i havent bathed.
because i forgot to on the heater.
and i dno what to do now.
i dno how to tell certain ppl the things i want to say.
it just seems.
weird.
there's nothing to look forward to.
telling me every day is a new start.
is as good as.
deepening my gash.
i am not sad larh.
seriously.
i just.
i dno how to say.
i dno what to say.
and sorry sumei.
i forgot to tell you abt the movie marathon thing.
everything is like crashing down.
the world doesnt seem like what it used to be.
my dream world.
is dark and grey.
how beautiful right.
and yep ppl, i posted.
&& thanks hengguang. get well soon.
it will be over soon.
come back to school quickly. (: