I might like laughing but I am not always happy. I know happiness is not all around and that makes me sad. I dislike talking to people I don't like but talking to you doesn't mean I like you (:/) I am sorry I am getting increasingly sad by the day but I can't help it. I just want to get out of this mess quickly. Let me fly off and never return, please?

Hong Kong/Singapore
1.2B/3.4M
Seventeenth March
Cinnamoroll gives me smiles

(I have no other things to put here. Y'know what I mean.)
Yep, I am rather very anti-social. Sorry for that.

I have no cravings for now besides that. Until I get hold of it, I want nothing else. School's fine with certain friends around me, and I am thankful for that.(C:) Family's okay except that I won't talk much. I want to travel again to Japan because it can help revive my lost childhood. I love Sanrio because it helps calm me down most of the time. And in case you are wondering, Sanrio is not a tranquilizer. I want to be someone ordinary and I don't like to attract stares, esp. weird ones.

Bevie

Candice

Cass Chow

Cass Ng

Chelsia

Cherie

Chen Teck

Daniel

Dione

Emersius

Emily

Fawn

Fiona

Huihan

Iris <3

Janell

Jane

Jiayan

Joyce

Liwen

Mabel

Nien An

Raey

Samuel

Sara

Shanisca

Sheryl

ShuQi

Sumei <3

Tong Wei

WeiWei

Winky!


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OVER THE MOON.

van is so happy she has decided to type in caps.
ZOMG.
tday was a FANTABULOUS day.
EDS NIGHT `08.

alright. the day started with me wearing my specs.
and ended with me wearing my specs too.
BUT IN THE MIDDLE OF IT ALL.
guess what.
van put on contacts.
it was kind of cool larh.
cos the contacts weren't exactly mine.
they were from RAEY.
and i soo love her. <33333
then JOANNA stayed in the toilet with me for like... near half an hour waiting for the troublesome me to poke the rubbery thing into my eye.
and i realized my eyes are actually damn small. DDDD:
bdn, after all those poking and tearing, the stupid lens still don't want to sit still on my eye.
then i went to find my BELOVED BIMBO, TAY SUMEI, to help me with it.
and you know something.
once we got into the toilet, and on my first try, the contacts went in! WHEE.
I LOVE MY BIMBO.

okay.


tt's not the main highlight of the day.
FIRE AND TOUCHED WITH FIRE ROCKED.
<333333333
good job everyone!
we kind of didnt do very well for the matinee show cos i guess we were still nervous.
i freaking kept touching my hair.
AHHHH.
but for the night show, it was FULL HOUSE.
and the audience rocked! (in fact both audiences rocked!)
i think we did so much better for the night show although i screwed FIRE up. i was totally lost when everyone was supposed to say the lines together.
zomg. i think i was the only weirdo who kept her mouth shut while others were chanting out wonderful sutra.
gahahaha.
and.
My beloved ZIYING is super-duper-uber cute!
FIRE AND TOUCHED WITH FIRE CASTS RULE!

and and and.
before i get to some... unglam pictures.
i want to thank my beloved friends out there for supporting me.
I LOVE YOU ALL LOADS!
:DDDDDD


thank you SAMSAM for your goodluck message. in fact you were the first to send a goodluck wish. telepathy huh! <333

thank you SHUQI for you goodluck wish too! you rock shu! <333

and my dear JOYCEE TAN MEI QI, thanks for your msg and flower! i am soooo touched! love you okay! <333

to my beloved JANE JANE (the cute `lil cat x]), thank you for your postcard + message + chocolates! in case you don't understand: MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW. ahaha!
thanks janey! i love you yeah! <333

AND MY BEST AHMA aka HUIHAN. I LOVE YOU! thankyou sooo much for your encouragement through and through and your advice on contact lenses! and your sms + postcard + chocolates! YOU ARE THE WORLD'S BEST AHMA! seriously! I LOVE YOU! <333

to my dear FAWNA, i am really heartened by your rose and goodluck wish! your support makes my world go round! :DD i love you fawna! <333

to KRISTAL AND ZOE, thankyou sooo much for coming early to the auditorium to pass me the chocolates. you guys are totally sweet! i love you both alright! <333

to my WOO YUN ZHEN, thankyou for your goodluck message! i know you are watching! love you yunyun! <333

SUQIN! thankyou for your goodluck message. u didnt come but u still gave dropped me a message! I SERIOUSLY LOVE YOU SU! (not being random okay!) and and and, i took my revenge on rongrong alr. :DDD thankyou for reminding me yarh! I LOVE YOU SU! <333

AND MY BIMB IRIS! thankyou for the orange flower! it brightens up my day! no. i meant night! :DDD thankyou for always being there for me and listening to me rant about my acting skills. I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH BIMB! <333
and and and. not to forget. to iris tan aili's bimbo clan: YAXIN AND JIEMIN, thankyou for your hugs! they were WARM AND LOVELY <333

last but not least, THANKYOU MY DEAR TAY SUMEI FOR BEING THERE FOR ME THROUGHOUT THE LONG DRILL TO EDS NIGHT. I LOVE YOU LOADS OKAY! and thankyou for your cookies and excellent contacts putting skills! YOU ROCK! I LOVE YOU BIMB! <333 color="#ffff99">AND TO MY BELOVED LITTLE JUNIOR. ZIYING. I LOVE YOU OKAY! thankyou for forever being there with me during eds trainings. thankyou for your company throughout! <333

and to the cute little CHARMAINE who was sitting there and wishing me goodluck while i was applying makeup, thank you so much! you are totally cute! <333

and thankyou QUANHUAN for helping us with the FIRE makeup! YOU ROCK! <333

and thankyou twin for the card okayy! :DDD

alsoooo, thankyou jolene, szeyun, eleanor and regina for the little gifts tonight! you guys rock! <333


okay. i hope i didnt miss anyone out.
and now. for the pictures.
*gulp*
a grand total of TWO pictures.
:DD
but still.
enjoy!

tadaaaa. CK! hohoho. maureen is going to be sooo jealous. AND ZOMG. my excellent photography skills. -.-

ZOMG. where is su looking at?! hahaha! i look so childish. AHHHH.

EDS NIGHT WAS A BLAST.
I LOVE EDS.

p.s. i have decided to go for FAST and FRESH drama competition instead of NATIONAL SCIENCE CHALLENGE. kewei, jiazhen, brenda and nic, u guys can do it! JIAYOU! :DDD

oh no. i have to start rehearsing the F and F script with CK soon. during our level camp perhaps. AHHHH.

composure van. no emo. no panic.

we are all in need of spiritual guidance.

*meditates*