10:56 PM. Thursday, April 24, 2008
i want to go back to hongkong.
i don't want to study anymore.
laughs and smiles are simply a facade.
i am wearing a mask.
everybody is.
i can't differentiate anymore.
i can't laugh my way out any longer.
the only enjoyment in life is.
ironically.
death.
don't you think so.
i don't want to go to school anymore.
you see people staring.
you see people...
you just see a sea of
unfamiliar faces.
going past you.
you want to stop them.
but.
they are too strong a wave to be interfered with.
you find yourself weak.
you cannot grope anymore.
you feel like you can't breathe.
you need oxygen.
but the more you inhale.
the more they resist.
the only enjoyment in life is death.
at least in
my life.
it stands.