I might like laughing but I am not always happy. I know happiness is not all around and that makes me sad. I dislike talking to people I don't like but talking to you doesn't mean I like you (:/) I am sorry I am getting increasingly sad by the day but I can't help it. I just want to get out of this mess quickly. Let me fly off and never return, please?

Hong Kong/Singapore
1.2B/3.4M
Seventeenth March
Cinnamoroll gives me smiles

(I have no other things to put here. Y'know what I mean.)
Yep, I am rather very anti-social. Sorry for that.

I have no cravings for now besides that. Until I get hold of it, I want nothing else. School's fine with certain friends around me, and I am thankful for that.(C:) Family's okay except that I won't talk much. I want to travel again to Japan because it can help revive my lost childhood. I love Sanrio because it helps calm me down most of the time. And in case you are wondering, Sanrio is not a tranquilizer. I want to be someone ordinary and I don't like to attract stares, esp. weird ones.

Bevie

Candice

Cass Chow

Cass Ng

Chelsia

Cherie

Chen Teck

Daniel

Dione

Emersius

Emily

Fawn

Fiona

Huihan

Iris <3

Janell

Jane

Jiayan

Joyce

Liwen

Mabel

Nien An

Raey

Samuel

Sara

Shanisca

Sheryl

ShuQi

Sumei <3

Tong Wei

WeiWei

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i didnt see my rainbow.
maybe i did.
but i just couldnt recognise it because it was grey and black.
grey black grey black grey black.
do you call that a rainbow?

i need time to think.
to think about what i am doing now.
to think about what is actually going on in my mind.
i thought i was supposed to be happy.
because i have everything i wanted.
but.
i can't feel the joy.
maybe i took too much vaccines when i was younger and i became immune to it.
maybe my heart is turning to stone.
everything seems wrong.
very wrong.
whatever i do is just not correct.
blunders blunders blunders.
i am getting tired.
i need a rest.

i want to wake up in the morning to find myself blind.
so i will not have to torment my eyes with the dull grey and black rainbows anymore.
i want to wake up in the morning to find myself dumb.
so i will not have to laugh and irritate everyone.
i want to wake up in the morning to find myself deaf.
so i will not have to hear my own heart rumble.
i want to wake up in the morning to find myself emotionless.
so i will not have to feel bitter about everything in my life.













i want to wake up in the morning.
to find that my heart has ceased beating.