9:24 PM. Thursday, October 25, 2007
my eyes are still red. my mommy says it is evident that i cried. oh well, i really did. today is like the last day of Bondia being together. i a surge of pain suddenly. like...a painstakingly fixed puzzle is dismantled by force.
i remember entering the Bondian classroom in apprehension, and perhaps, slight disgust. i seriously missed my primary school in January 2006, tossed in bed and cried myself to sleep. my first impression of some lucky Bondians are listed below:
RONNA: "omg! so nerdy! what kind of weird classmate is he?!"
TJ: "oh no! he is soooOOooooo small. totally resembles my cousin!"
Bobo: "uh oh. big and round classmate again, just like my p-sch classmate!"
Rumeng: "hey isnt her name like a character's in zhou1 xing1 chi2's movie?"
Sheryl: "phew. she's the only sane-looking person in class!"
Meng Ying: "when can she stop talking to me? i am not in the mood to talk."
Cassandra: "she's sooo irritating. so many opinions for the class decorations!"
Liwen: "can she stop being sooooo over-enthu?"
i know i was really mean last year. i really regretted not treasuring every single minute i had with Bondia. we were such a unique class! i just don't want to leave. i remember the times when...
when darick is being called to answer questions. and the whole class will unanimously go "who let the dogs out?..." under boshi, sean (etc)'s instigation.
when someone ate in class (before the new rule was established) and ms yeo punished the entire class to copy school rules.
when mr lim bombed somebody and we were totally alert, in case our names get called.
when sean, daren and darick sang their songs. they sounded nice, only i didnt know how to appreciate. until now...
when wulaoshi calls either meiqi (joyce) or weiqi (daniel) and the whole class will go "meiqi, weiqi, sha sha fen bu qing chu".
when...
i cannot seem to remember much now. but i just do not want to leave our loving classroom, if given an alternative. i want the puzzle to be fixed again. who cold-heartedly pulled it apart?
bevie: i will miss you for your marshmallow hug. thank you for helping me pick up things i left on the floor during assembly when i can't bend. thank you bevie. :D
weiwei: i will miss you for your enthu-ness and "madam-like" character. thank you for helping me return my plates and utensils. thank you weiwei. :D
weeleng: i will miss you for your great leadership qualities ahleng! thank you for accompanying me to HPB when i needed my medical check up! you are great ahleng! :D
laiping: although i have not much contact with you, thank you for being such a great and responsible maths rep! :D
cassandra: thank you for being my "les partner" cas! u are indeed a fantastic cousin and friend! u tolerated with my momentary AP, my farts, my crappiness (although you are equally crappy) and my long times spent in the toilet either shitting or changing ***. u are great, prawn! i will miss you loads! :D
liwen: thankyou for always being soooo crazy and humorous! u have actually done alot for the class and don't worry, u are bound to have many friends in you new class! i miss your singing and your sharp lemon-tea liwen! you rock! (i stone!) :D
fiona: i have always wanted to tell you this fiona, i think it's soooooooo heart-warming to see you smile at some lame happenings. u have been a great yet silent friend! :D
emily: not much contact with you again but i think you are nice. :D
fawn: u are soo tall! i feel so short next to you. i remember going home with you once on a rainy day. you make a great model too fawn! jia you! :D
joyce: always bickering with you, you chicken! thank you sooo much for helping me take my JLPT form. thank you sooo much for being a good friend at jap class! :D
hanxi: though we fell out, i think you make a great friend, so enthu, tolerant, considerate, caring and kind! you are really nice, hanxi! :D
amanda: we turned your house upside down during IDMI! you are a great member to have in our group and i think you are great amanda! :D
jia hui: u make a great "snapper of liwen" jia hui! :D
ziyan: enjoyed working in the marigold planting thing with you (though we didnt do much)! thank you for watering the plant and making it sprout! you are great ziyan! :D
suqin: susu, i think i will miss you alot! u make a great crapper with your unintended jokes. thankyou for lending me money and returning plates for me susu! :D
rumeng: ruru, it's sooo nice to sit behind you! i remember the times when we snapped at zhikang together. mean but memorable. i always bother you with my worries but thank you for tolerating with my nonsense! :D
sheryl: sheryl, i think i have a lot to say to you but i am suddenly tongue-tied. i have known you since last year and i think you are my really really great friend. i enjoy sooo much going home with you and i think i will miss the times we had together sheryl! watching shrek, making you wait for me at the MRT station everytime we meet... thanks sheryl... :D
yanci: u make a great leader and gossiper too! *evil laughter* i liked your jokes though they were rather...erm...cold. :D
glad: i thought you were really cool (as in dont want to talk that type) and dao at the beginning of last year but i was totally wrong. enjoyed going home with you for a couple of times and i think you make a great friend glad! :D
alissa: thanks for appreciating my "nicely drawn" art and using them as ur dp at a few instances alissa! you were a great IDMI member! enjoyed working with you! jia you alissa! :D
dione: i think i have been very mean to you dione. sorry. good luck for your studies in VJC and i sincerely hope to see you again. :D
yunzhen: thankyou for listening to me ramble on and on on the bus ride to MOELC. to be frank, u dont look like an auntie, ah yun! i miss sitting with you on the MOELC bus! love you! :D
meng ying: you were the first person i talked to and knew at the beginning of last year and i thought you were really talkative at first impression! nonetheless, u make a great friend and classmate! :D
shilun: i have to admit saying that you are indeed quite irritating at times, especially when you retaliate to a teacher. but without you, the classroom will lack quite a lot of fun and life. :D
daniel: u made a great partner last year daniel. i shall not be biased although you always defended joyce last year. good luck in your studies! :D
daren: i think you make the best onion ever! i miss you chicken jokes and your cheap $2 price whenever i harrasses you. i think nobody else offers such a cheap price. u are a great piece of chopped onion daren! :D
darick: to tell you the truth, you don't look like a dog darick! but you make the best dog ever! and you are the worst-looking guy among all handsome guys! just kidding! let me confess something since i will not get to tell you: i actually dreamt that i liked you! of course it's just a dream. don't worry! i like puppies only. you are not one right? u make a great friend darick! :D
boshi: i enjoyed your tales and yellow jokes though i am sooo pure that i couldnt grasp some of them. u are soooo fatherly to me boshi! i miss your lusty laughter :O u are a wonderful friend boshi! :D
ron: ron oh ron. i didnt know u will actually inquire sooo much abt **** and ******. nonetheless, that's better than the original nerdy you i know! u rock ronna! :D
weihua: i feel so blessed to be sitting near you weihua! u will always have tissue! thankyou for always addressing me (and most girls) as 美女. in my heart, i think you are 美 too! u rock weihua! :D
zhikang: i think it must have been an awful time for you. i always slap your back and snap at you together with rumeng. but sometimes, you are just sooo intolerable! still, thank you for teaching me maths when i needed your help! :D
junkai: it must have been a really hard time for you to be the target of mockery. but rest assure, you are a part of bondia too! :D
hanping: you were once my sitting partner too! i don't know why i really dreaded sitting with you last year but now i wished i could sit with you again xiao ping ping! thank you for lending me your phone to play on the MRT train and i will miss going home with you! u are a great friend xiao ping ping! :D
sean: suddenly don't know what to say. i just know that you are lame and crappy and nice and u can sing well! i miss your singing seana! you rock! thank you for being sooo entertaining in class and during our IDMI week. i will miss you sean! :D
tj: u are really like my little cousin. so small and talkative. i think you make a great IT rep and SC and friend! u rock TJ! :D
that's all. i love bondia. i don't want to leave. can someone teach us how to glue the puzzle pieces back? i think Bondia rules the world down. if only time will stop running, rivers will stop flowing, the earth will stop spinning and Bondia will cease separating...
Bondia is love.
I might like laughing but I am not always happy. I know happiness is not all around and that makes me sad. I dislike talking to people I don't like but talking to you doesn't mean I like you (:/) I am sorry I am getting increasingly sad by the day but I can't help it. I just want to get out of this mess quickly. Let me fly off and never return, please?
Hong Kong/Singapore
I have no cravings for now besides that. Until I get hold of it, I want nothing else. School's fine with certain friends around me, and I am thankful for that.(C:) Family's okay except that I won't talk much. I want to travel again to Japan because it can help revive my lost childhood. I love Sanrio because it helps calm me down most of the time. And in case you are wondering, Sanrio is not a tranquilizer. I want to be someone ordinary and I don't like to attract stares, esp. weird ones.
Bevie