4:35 PM. Wednesday, October 11, 2006
yeahhh!!! exams over liao!! rejoicing over the end of eoy now. but sometimes, i rather study than to pace up and down at home, out of boredom. i wish holidaes approach sooner, so that i can revel in it overseas...
anyway, these few days were really bored, at home and in school. i think the post exam activities are like -- BORING. i was practically snoozing during the whatever chinese riddle thingy. haix. bowling is not any better. my stupid ball keeps on rolling out of the track and into the gutter. well, maybe the STUPID ball has a STUPID owner lorr. haha. now i m idling away all my time. thought of doing many meaningful stuff. but just couldnt bring out the energy from within. i finish doing my travellogue, finish doing my bookworm bookend, finish re-watching Ten Brothers... what else to do now????
o just remembered, weiwei requested to do this quiz thingy.
#1 Single, taken or crushing?
obviously single. hmmm... i dunno if i am crushing...haha.#2 Are you happy with your life?
sort of okay lahh. life has to continue even when i m down. so y not remain happy-go-lucky?? just my outlook towards life. #3 When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast?
this is a hard question... i havent met the RIGHT PERSON yet.#4 Have you ever had your heart broken?
never in the case of love.#5 Do you believe that there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
no la. i hate people who toys with my feelings. #6 Would you ever take someone back if he/she cheated on you?
very objective. but most probably not.#7 Have you talked about marriage with another before?
well... maybe yes. i think i brushed past this topic with sheryl on the mrt before. just during one of our aimless chats. we were arguing over the number and gender of "our" babies. lol.#8 Do you want children?
erm... maybe yes lor if u insist on an answer. dont u find babies innocent and lethally adorable??#9 How many?
maybe 2. though 10 resembles my "10 favourite boyfrens" -- 10 Brothers! lol.
#10 Would you consider adoption?
i think... no. own children better mah. stronger cohesion.#11 If somebody likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his/her feeling?
dunno. nobody lyks me mahh.#12 Do you enjoy getting into a relationship?
strangely speaking, NO. i m sort of discouraged from engaging in BGR while still schooling. haha. i just dun lyk it this way. maybe older.#13 Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did before?
i have chosen not to answer this question. i permitted myself not to. #14 Do you believe in first love?
no la. first love is lyk the premier experience in love only... nth special.#15 Do you believe that you can change someone?
change in what sense?? i m no good at persuading and motivating. discouraging yes.#16 Are you romantic?
obviously not. my warped sense of humour spoils everything. its no use for girls to be romantic. boys shld be the ones.#17 If you could get married anywhere, where would it be?
according to my daddy, my future husband needs to be richer than him. so if he is richer than my father, we can afford a gala wedding overseas in a reputated 5-star hotel. so why not.#18 Do you easily give in in fighting? fighting over???
if it's over a guy, well maybe yes. there are always others i guess. haha. if its friendship problems, its evident from real-life squabbles that i recently had. do you think i give in easily in fights if i tell u a trivial argument btw my sister and i evolved into a traumatizing "cat fight"?#19 Have you wished that you could have had someone but messed it up?
wahh. the sentence structure so profound. i guess not yet so far bahh.#20 Do you have feelings for someone right now?
erm... maybe yes. maybe no. still juggling with my feelings.#21 Have you ever broken a heart?
yes! but shant continue further.#22 If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy/girl whom you are deepy in love with, what will you do?
haiyo. i dun tink this will happen cos my best friends are all sane and quiet people unlyk...#23 Are u missing someone now?
ya. i m missing my daddy who is currently overseas, my baby cousin who is in hongkong. my aunts and uncles who are "dispatched" all over the globe. my "10 boyfrens"... (haha, sheryl, fiona and weiwei, u all shld no who these 10 people are...)phew. finally i completed the tedious survey. haha.
I might like laughing but I am not always happy. I know happiness is not all around and that makes me sad. I dislike talking to people I don't like but talking to you doesn't mean I like you (:/) I am sorry I am getting increasingly sad by the day but I can't help it. I just want to get out of this mess quickly. Let me fly off and never return, please?
Hong Kong/Singapore
I have no cravings for now besides that. Until I get hold of it, I want nothing else. School's fine with certain friends around me, and I am thankful for that.(C:) Family's okay except that I won't talk much. I want to travel again to Japan because it can help revive my lost childhood. I love Sanrio because it helps calm me down most of the time. And in case you are wondering, Sanrio is not a tranquilizer. I want to be someone ordinary and I don't like to attract stares, esp. weird ones.
Bevie