I might like laughing but I am not always happy. I know happiness is not all around and that makes me sad. I dislike talking to people I don't like but talking to you doesn't mean I like you (:/) I am sorry I am getting increasingly sad by the day but I can't help it. I just want to get out of this mess quickly. Let me fly off and never return, please?

Hong Kong/Singapore
1.2B/3.4M
Seventeenth March
Cinnamoroll gives me smiles

(I have no other things to put here. Y'know what I mean.)
Yep, I am rather very anti-social. Sorry for that.

I have no cravings for now besides that. Until I get hold of it, I want nothing else. School's fine with certain friends around me, and I am thankful for that.(C:) Family's okay except that I won't talk much. I want to travel again to Japan because it can help revive my lost childhood. I love Sanrio because it helps calm me down most of the time. And in case you are wondering, Sanrio is not a tranquilizer. I want to be someone ordinary and I don't like to attract stares, esp. weird ones.

Bevie

Candice

Cass Chow

Cass Ng

Chelsia

Cherie

Chen Teck

Daniel

Dione

Emersius

Emily

Fawn

Fiona

Huihan

Iris <3

Janell

Jane

Jiayan

Joyce

Liwen

Mabel

Nien An

Raey

Samuel

Sara

Shanisca

Sheryl

ShuQi

Sumei <3

Tong Wei

WeiWei

Winky!


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i really tot of leaving the clique, for i feel so xtra. shershi with fio, liwen with b2, i m the onli one without ne1, to "partner" and i feel so left out and sort of neglected. it's like... i m trying to fit veri hard into the environment. everytime there was grp work, liwen has to be out or we'd be scratching our heads as to who should be sacrificed, doubtless, it was her who reluctantly and grudgingly volunteered to work with other peeps. it's like nobody wants to go out, including me, so selfish huh? well, human mentality, i shld sae. maybe i m bad at handling social relationships with frenz, i admit. this happened in pri sch and i tot sadness and torture would cease when i go to sec sch, but fact and truth and reality has proven me wrong. well, i m used to being a loner and confront situations and problems boldly myself, i was in fact, always abandoned. fate, i guess. todae when i was left alone in the library, i saw all the other pupils together in grps. suddenly, i feel so puny and feeble and minute in front of them for i was the only one alone. yes, it was me who told them it was ok for them to go to the ops course, for hc was complaining and whining and lamenting and urging for ham ham to leave with her. the bottle in me was going to explode and automatically uncap soon. but since she was shershi's fren, i tot i shld tolerate. furthermore, mormon was getting pissed off at me for laughing uncontrollably and hiding away from her. when i asked mormon whether i could use her pens or not, she just replied with a dull "anything" and a glum look. her petulant tantrums told me i was wrong, realli wrong. well, soon, i told them to get to the ops course as if they were to stay any longer, i would just blow my top. then i went home myself. again. i chose it anyway. haiz. then while i was plodding home, it rained. i was drenched to the skin. todae was indeed an unlucky dae.
but b4 i go, i just wanna ask the sky, the clouds and the twinkling starz sth: y izzit that everytime i tmust be me who consoles and apologise?? dun i need pride as well? why must it always be me who lower down the head and sae "sorry la ok?" ? and y must it be them who decides whether to accept it or not? y of all me? y?