9:55 PM. Saturday, November 14, 2009
感觉好兴奋。
听日就返到屋企啦！
:D
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越留在这个鬼地方，心入面就越有一种好唔自在既心情。
这又难怪，我根本唔钟意这里既任何事和物。
真是越来越讨厌这里。
如果可以的话，我想我一定唔会返来新加坡。
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好啦，要继续执野啦！
如果你们看不明白我在说什么，那是因为我是在用广东话。
又或者，你们根本不了解我。
11:58 PM. Monday, November 09, 2009
(takers?)
yep, shall pray hard i land in the same cls as daphne, if not i'll just go kill myself.
never thought i'd take geography after all the frequent complains lol.
i feel so sad today idk why!
chinese o's over, supp to be a happy thing but argh i'm feeling down ):
not cos of the paper -.-
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sumei's educating me online about my subj combi:
♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ sumei says:
omg
can u take chem
THEN UR JOB HOW
sumei's such an idiot (:
never intended to work LOL.
aiya idk what i want to be so dont care -.-
consulted my dad abt subj combi, but he's in shanghai so guess he wasnt really serious abt what he told me at all.
anw, here's what he said: "haiyo science subj got practical exam leh you sure you can meh... aiya anw, since you dont want listen to me and take physics, i dont want to listen to you about taking chem too. so........... take geography :D"
LOL papa wins all.
so anyway.......................................
yep, bent on taking c103.
a cashier doesnt rich scientific concepts, i presume lol.
):
i am feeling so sad idk why!
argh okay.
going off soon to meet my mom for spa (:
8:33 PM. Friday, November 06, 2009
(blooming so bright.)
took that pic in china (: imba photography skills haha.
or maybe cos of sissy's imba camera!
chinese o's coming tuesday, dread it.
my sis' gonna cut her hair on tuesday into some mushroom shape LOL so she anticipates the 10th but i dont want it to come cos i am totally not prepared for chi ):
need to secure at least an A2 so i wont be haunted by chi next year, argh stupid bsp.
hooked onto 宫心计currently, featuring tavia yeung, charmaine sheh, kevin cheng and moses chan! their costumes are superbbbbbbbbb i love 'em! but everybody's so jian1 and jian4 lol makes me even more skeptical about life -.-
so today, i shall watch 1 or 2 episodes before lunch and then subdue.
to chinese.
yes.
gonna mark the pract papers when i come home, and then study a bit for compo.
okay okay i shall do that. jiayou van!
2:23 AM. Sunday, November 01, 2009
(the sun will shine, my friend)
amidst the worry and panic, i still wanted to list out the upcoming big things. so here goes in order:
1) visit to chinese physician again :S
2) last day of sch + farewell to mr sng (6 nov)
3) hcl olevels (10 nov morning)
4) spa with momsy (10 nov afternoon/evening)
5) body check at the usual hosp :X (12/13 nov)
6) fly to hk with momsy and sis (16 nov)
7) flying back to sg alone (29 nov) ***
8) flying to USA with sch- bsp trip (30 nov)
9) flying back to hk alone again (13/14 dec)
10) sumei and iris' grand (haha righttttt :D) arrival (29 dec)
11) return to sg with momsy, su and iris (6th jan)
okay thats all.
chinese hmwk not done.
issue(s) not settled.
):
gdbye world.
2:07 AM.
(tell me: what else can be done?)
if time could travel backwards, i promise i'd pick up my phone ):
come home soon, please?
):
11:30 PM. Friday, October 30, 2009
BSP TRIP '09
i have no idea what sim yz is doing HAHA.
<3
our gorgeous hotel room in hangzhou. if not for the crap 2hr chinese lesson, cld have enjoyed more in the room tskkk.
xi hu scenery :D took this on a boat like the one in the pic.
nien an! (:
the nieces plus fel :D
bsp family (: felicia's the newcomer HAHA, our gugu :D
my buddy's house :D it's for real okay LOL.
pattern of a roof in some garden, so pretty (:
i love this pic, so serene and seems hopeful!
rlly miss china-- the weather oh yes -.- the heat in sg is killing me! oh and the bsp trip was zomg funnnnnnnnnn! with funny ppl funny things happen haha :D
eoy results were fine but not as good as last year (okay, like duh lol). but satisfactory lah! expectations are lowered for myself alr (: rlly dread going on to jc life :X esp in the same old place zzz. too late to transfer alr huh? heard hcjc not accepting anymore ):
managed to see stupid iris tan aili off for her thailand trip. stupid woman never fails to act stupidly and bimbotically (omgosh i like the word haha)! anddddddddd she owes me an explanation to sth drastic! shocked me when i first heard it i am serious i rlly felt like strangling her LOL. wait till she returns haha! had a fab lunch at swensen's with suuuuuu! were feeling so rich and high cls hahaha!
phys workshop for the past two days. the course was quite.. boring lol but the ppl made it fun haha. i love my cls! hope its not too late to realize this in the last week of sch eh?
okay i think i am going to die choosing subj combi and cca. i am not interested in anything at all zzzz. wanted to take phys initially but no thanks after the workshop and looking at my phys result -.- saying no to bio too because i hate studying for it and i dn like microbiology! chem's fine but i dont like organic chem. considering h1 maths but i know my father wont allow -.- to some extent i am happy i have to take csc cos that narrows down to 3 more options for me which means i dont have to kill more brain cells to think of even more subj to take LOL. okay so currently its chem, math, econs and csc. cmec haha i like the acronym. anyone else? dont ask me what cca i am going to join i freaking do not know ugh.
the sun's shining so brightly outside i feel like staying in my room forever to enjoy full-blast aircon hahahaha :D dreading chinese pract papers and zuowen. i hate olvls -.-
argh okay shall go off to talk to my buddy (<3)
to-do:
tata!
10:01 PM. Wednesday, October 07, 2009
(in a mess.)
bad time to blog, yeah i know.
rained just now when i was going home.
liked the wind and coolness but the connotation behind rain drops is a little too coincidental today.
):
phys test was a major flop.
makes me waver: idk if i still want to take phys in sh.
exams this year suck big time, its like they're all out to drink our blood.
yum.
or is it just mine :/
tmr marks the end of exams.
was thinking life'd be better for me if my jap o'level oral exam's not tmr.
at least i can slack abit at home right after brain-boggling maths 2 ):
posting abt this today, reckon i'd be too tired tmr to use the computer.
):
4:02 AM. Friday, September 18, 2009
ah fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffck.
suddenly feeling super irritable ):
idk why.
just feel like flooding this space with the f-word.
I might like laughing but I am not always happy. I know happiness is not all around and that makes me sad. I dislike talking to people I don't like but talking to you doesn't mean I like you (:/) I am sorry I am getting increasingly sad by the day but I can't help it. I just want to get out of this mess quickly. Let me fly off and never return, please?
Hong Kong/Singapore
I have no cravings for now besides that. Until I get hold of it, I want nothing else. School's fine with certain friends around me, and I am thankful for that.(C:) Family's okay except that I won't talk much. I want to travel again to Japan because it can help revive my lost childhood. I love Sanrio because it helps calm me down most of the time. And in case you are wondering, Sanrio is not a tranquilizer. I want to be someone ordinary and I don't like to attract stares, esp. weird ones.
Bevie
